I Stand Accused: But I’m Innocent

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I am not a professional psychologist, trained to conduct research, perform and evaluate the emotional and psychological challenges of individuals. I am writing this article due to my personal experience and what I’ve seen in families, individuals, groups, and society as a whole.

When we were young, we did many things which we never thought were bad. We were in the ages of no regret, so we feel good and great over our bad attitudes and the wrong things we were doing, thinking that make us great to stand out of the crowd. We only realized the many sins we committed during our early twenties or adulthood.

We can’t turn back the clock after knowing the bad things we did, than regret or repent to lead a better and responsible life in adulthood. Unfortunately, many live the same life from youth till the end of their lives. At school, we feel very proud to say that “I’ve a girlfriend,” even though many of us are scared to talk to girls.

One day while school on vacation, we organized a small party in one of my friend’s house. We invited the girls we like best claiming to be our girlfriends, yet we couldn’t even look into their eyes in a second. My best friend Aldo, invited his platonic girlfriend and I invited mine.

I told Aldo to come an hour after me, in order to enjoy my privacy with Emmy. In fact, that was the first time I tasted the lips of a beautiful girl I loved most during my school days. I felt I was in paradise, after the kiss I realized I’m still on earth. At nineteen, I consider myself too young to enter into bed with Emmy as students. I was therefore satisfied with the kiss she gave me, so I left with her to join the public transport home.

When I came back, I saw Aldo with Aggie, a very dark beautiful complexion girl everyone is proud of. I told Aldo, “I finished with Emmy and she has gone home.” I think Aldo misunderstood what I said. His mind went on different thing. Why I’m saying this? What ensued after was clear enough to know that Aldo misunderstood me.

People in our neighbourhood heard unusual event taking place in the room where Aldo and Aggie were. The struggle became so intense that I quickly went to the place to find out what is going on between them. As soon as I opened the door, Aggie with fury bolted out and all attempts to find out what went wrong were futile. Aggie left with anger without looking back.

I questioned Aldo over Aggie’s temperance, and he confessed that he had wanted to have sex with her but everything went wrong. I asked him, what’s the reason of forcing a girl who doesn’t want to have sex with you?  “You told me you’ve finished with Emmy, the reason; I tried to have sex with her.” I was shocked over the answer Aldo gave me.

“But Aldo, saying that I’ve finished with Emmy doesn’t mean I had sex with her.” I said with emotions, desperately trying to defend myself. Instead of Aldo acknowledging his own mistakes, to apologize to Aggie, he put the blame on me, ruining our friendship without further communication between us, until the time both completed our secondary education.

This scenario took place years ago, when we were teenagers, but it still hurts me. Why should Aldo take my answer to enhance his own selfish desire, when that wasn’t what I mean? After school, I tried to renew our friendship but it seems, Aldo still habours the feeling that I crashed his world. He decides not to have anything with me.

There is no need to cry over spilt milk. I gave up. Years after school, without any knowledge about the welfare of Aldo , I met a classmate who told me of the death of my friend. He had a fractured leg during a football match. The extent of his injury was so severe that he succumbed.

I miss him very much, but I have a clear conscience that my statement didn’t mean that I slept with Emmy, so he shouldn’t have tried to sleep with Aggie, above all, he failed to ask me the meaning of what I said, before embarking on a wrong journey. Whatever the situation, I pray for him to have a peaceful rest, knowing that we shall meet again somewhere in heaven or the universe one day, if truly there life after death.

10 Reasons Why Aids And Ebola Are Medical Crimes

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Villagers watch helplessly the bodies of two victims of Ebola

By Johan Van Dongen and Joel Savage

In order to find vaccines for military defending and biological warfare purposes, the most heinous medical crimes were committed in Africa against Africans, mentally handicapped children and homosexuals in America. There is International Court of Justice in The Hague, Holland, putting African leaders that commit war crimes behind bars, but that same International Court failed to prosecute those responsible for the medical crimes because the life of an African or a black man has no value.

Holland, Germany, Belgium, France, America, Russia and other organizations such as World Health Organization, Center for diseases Control, The Rockefeller Foundation and host of others are now free, while Nazi criminals are being haunted to face the Holocaust crimes. The media has failed Africa and remains silent over the crimes, while African leaders, apart from Robert Mugabe of Zimbabwe and Thabo Mbeki of South Africa, none has been brave enough  to accuse or confront the West and America of the crimes, because they always depend on them as obedient servants, to avoid losing aid, grants, and support.

Below are ten reasons  that Aids and Ebola are indeed medical crimes.

1. During a medical conference on June 13, 1978, in the Netherlands, Professor. Dr. H.H. Cohen, one of the panelists of the DNA Forum, organized by the Royal Dutch Academy of Sciences, the advisory board of the Dutch Government, in the Jaarbeurs Exhibition Hall Utrecht, he gave the statement below:

“As a physician and bacteriologist, I worked in the field of safety and as a director of the National Institute for Public Health RIV, on behalf of the Dutch Government, I am responsible for the manufacture of dangerous vaccines. It is known that in the preparation of such vaccines (in the last decade eds.) certain components were included before they were released.

2. Holland’s Micro-Surgeon, Professor. Johan Van Dongen, challenged Belgium’s Professor Guido Van der Groen, over his claims that Ebola was invented in the 1960’s in Fort Detrick, but he has forgotten that on October 13, 1994, he made an interview with the Belgian news magazine, ‘Humo’ and said “The U.S. military laboratories slated for Ebola and HIV, to develop into a biological weapon in the early sixties.”

3. Ab Osterhaus is a virologist from Holland, he betrayed Johan Van Dongen and even said to him that he has no idea of what he has published in his books over the origins of Aids and Ebola, but it turned out that substantiated scientific articles and medical journals over Aids and Ebola crimes, mentioned in Johan’s books were once published by Ab Osterhaus.

4. The World Health Organization WHO, together with the United States government and the French Institute Pasteur, administered retroviruses to children in Uganda, which didn’t only caused Aids but also Burkitt’s Lymphoma cancer BL. Since the end of the nineteen sixties, the Epstein-Barr Virus EBV, together with retroviruses were deliberately inoculated in Ugandan children, while in America mentally handicapped children were used for similar experiments.

5. To prove that scientists did experiments on Africans can be found in the archives of the Committee on Human Resources: Biological testing involving human subjects by the Department of Defense. Hearings before the Subcommittee on Health and Scientific Research of the Committee on Human Resources, United States Senate and Ninety-fifth congress. First session on examination of serious deficiencies in the Defense Department’s efforts to protect the human subjects of drug research. Washington: U.S. Government Printing Office, 1977: 127, 141,145.

7. There are lots of evidence that HIV and Ebola viruses were not only created in animal laboratories in Russia, Germany, and Czechoslovakia but also in American laboratories. This was confirmed when North Korea accused the US of spreading the Ebola virus, claiming it has been “bent on the development of bio-weapons” in order to achieve world supremacy.

8. The World Health Organization can’t deny they are not aware from 1954 to 1957, Dr. Hillary Koprowski injected over a million Africans with a contaminated vaccine with viruses of Aids and Ebola, deceiving them it was a vaccine for polio. Between 1960 and 1973, tests were held on a major initiative of the World Health Organization (WHO) at a medical field research site in the West Nile district.

9. Three times a year, blood was taken from about 45.000 children, including babies to investigate a relationship which existed between a common endemic disease and the virus that causes mononucleosis. But that wasn’t the reason. They were actually looking for antibodies against micro-organisms, the reason those children and babies were given contaminated polio vaccines.

10. Without any suspicion in February 1998, nurses arrived to take jobs at Al Fateh Children’s Hospital in Benghazi, Libya’s second-largest city. Within February and August that year, children at the hospital began testing positive for H.I.V. Health authorities soon realized there is a fresh break of problems which they haven’t experienced.

Dozens of Bulgarian medical workers were arrested and a videotaped search of the apartment of one purported to turn up vials of H.I.V.-tainted blood. At least two of the nurses eventually confessed but they lied later that they had been forced to do so under torture.

How could qualified doctors use tainted blood without their knowledge? These reasons are enough to convince an illiterate living in the remote village in Africa, that Aids and Ebola are medical crimes. The updated version of the book is now available at Amazon.

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